Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Things That Dont Change

The new year has been ushered in 17 hours ago. It was a bad start and it keeps me wondering why we are such fools to welcome it with arms wide open. Does it really bring a whole new meaning to the world? Does it change things like how we wanted it to be? Does our new year resolution really matter? If they all matter, why do nations still wage war against one another? Greed...ego...satisfaction...pride... all sorts of excuses. It makes me sick sick SICK!!!

Last year, the government said that they wont increase the price of petrol until 2008, well guess what? They're so smart that they planned to increase the price starting 2008! As we are celebrating the New Year (honestly i dont know what's the hype all about), they will be laughing their @$$ off at how foolish we, the citizens, are our ignorance. The reason I bring this up is because during other times when there's no special ocassion and when the prices increase, there will be many forms of strikes by the people to show how displeased they are. Pathetic. We all know oil are running short, and we need to find an alternative. Does price increase solve that? No. they should be hiring and paying more to scientists instead!

Another unrelated thing that i want to mention is that some people talk before they think. I am one of them, although not as bad as what im about to mention. Some are totally ignorant of how others feel, and they think its funny. Take for example a situation where A insults B using A's mother tongue language. B will definitely be oblivious of what the crap A is saying. Is this how immatures insult others? They cant speak in general terms, therefore uses own language to insult? To me, A's just a noob. If A and B are of the same race and A insults B using their mother tongue language, it is not as hurtful as the previous situation as far as i know. The worst is when A, who is not the same race as B, starts cursing using B's mother tongue language. I think i know how it feels now...

I remembered an advice given to me by my ex. She always said "dont always assume". Why she said that? Because im always the one who is too observant of her surroundings, making me the one who does all the thinking. I always tried to make things better by assuming the worse, assuming what she will do, what she will think...etc...And in return, when things dont go so well...she gives me the "dont always assume" sentence. I mean WTF?! So, im supposed not to assume...fine...Then from then on, i stopped assuming. She gave me lots of "signs", i purposely ignore because i dont want to assume anymore...and what do i get in return?

1) "you dont know how i feel"
2) "whats wrong with you?" <- in this case, she ACTS like a caring person

So which is it? Do you want me to know how you feel without me assuming what you're thinking? You think im psychic? I was just your bf and you are supposed to tell me if there's anything. You shouldnt have said that i shouldnt assume. I even tried it on a lecturer about a maths question, and he replied "i thought this you should know how to do" proves that we are supposed to assume. So your theory about "you should not assume" sucks.

A lot of people ask me why i always like to stay at home. They say "So sien la stay at home, dont always watch show and play la". Well, screw you guys. What do you do when you go out? You go to the cinema (equivalent of watching show), you go for mamak (which costs a bomb for a drink that has cockroaches in it), go for sports and spend time with friends. Yeah right...spend time...
Like spending time with devils. Ask me to go out "spend time with friends" is not the same as making fun of me. Im always the subject to get bullied. If thats what you have to offer me everytime i go out with you, then no thanks. You guys go ahead, i dont need you...pretenders...

Im also sick and tired of planning stuff that nobody wants to participate. Stuff like asking people out and planning or organizing something big, just to be told "if nobody go, i wont go". What the heck is that?? If everyone says the same thing, then no need to go la. People who says that, have no decision making skills. Why cant you just say that you can go, and let me do the rest of the planning? Then i will decide to go with it or to cancel it when there are not enough to participate. Idiots...

To be continued...

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