If there's one thing I'd learned this Chinese New Year, it's family first. What was supposed to be a reunion dinner (on the night before the 1st day of CNY) turned out to be somewhat a day I will never forget.
It was a fine Saturday afternoon when I went out for a game of badminton with my college mates. I was told to come home by 5pm because we needed to go to grandma's place. I drove to my friend's house at around 12pm to carpool his car to the badminton court. Things didn't go well from there because his colleagues' car broke down while we were waiting for them to arrive. So, time was wasted there. But anyway, we all met up eventually but arrived at the court at around 1.30pm.
Played for 2 hours and had lunch at around 4pm at McD's. Since we all seldom meet up, our lunch time flew so quickly that I didn't realise it was going to be 5pm (4.45pm to be exact)! I rushed my friend to quickly finish up and fetch me back. By the time we reached his home, it was already 5pm. Rushed to my car, drove like the wind back to my house...and guess what?
While I was about to reach home...my parents were already driving their car out the front gate.
#^%#
What?! I didn't bother to say anything, I just went into the house thinking "wtf...go so early for what...not like we're gonna eat so soon...it's only 5.30pm...#%^# I kept thinking of it in the bathroom while i was cleaning up, still thinking if I should join them later for the reunion dinner. And then, a very familiar ringtone that I had assigned for my mother (ha-ha...) was heard echoing in the bathroom. I hesitated to pick up, but I thought "ah, what the heck".
Mom: "Later when you come over, can you please bring the zhai?"
Me: "... ... ...I'm not going"
Mom: "Why not going? Don't be like that la. New year eve, must visit your grandma and your relatives. Join us for reunion dinner la"
Me: "I thought you didn't want me to go? Why didn't you bring the zhai yourself?"
*Father's voice can be heard at the background*
Mom: "Aiya, ok la, if you dont want to go then nvm la"
And that's how the conversation ended. Damn I was so... grrrrr...Instantly I thought of eating the zhai they left behind, doesn't matter how much they've prepared. EAT UNTIL SATISFIED.
It's like, what the #&%# were they thinking? Leaving me behind, letting me travel on my own to my grandma's place (which btw is near to my said friend's house -_-), and asking me to bring along the zhai as an excuse for me to come along...nonsense la, somemore can afford to pretend being nice on the phone...as if I'm a puppet...
To be continued...
Monday, March 29, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
What Happened after Earth Hour
Ok...so my previous post was a bit of a look-forward post, but I guess i shouldn't have looked forward to it because...*takes in deep breath*...because I slept from 8.30 till 11.30 the NEXT day OMGWTFBBQSOS!!!
That's like 1 2 3...15 hours of sleep! Sheesh, and I even planned to wake up and continue my game...wasted all my time!!! My effort to sacrifice an hour turned out to be...a waste of 12 hours...sien...That's not what I was looking forward to ¬_¬
Right now...I'm thinking whether I should be deactivating my fb account cause it seems like I'm not gonna use it for quite some time. But if I were to deactivate it, then what about those who wants to add me? Hmm...hmm...should I give a damn? Hmm hmm...tough decision...
P.s: Argh! I hate having long finger nails! Makes it so much harder to type on the keyboard when they are always obstructing my l33t typing skillzzz
That's like 1 2 3...15 hours of sleep! Sheesh, and I even planned to wake up and continue my game...wasted all my time!!! My effort to sacrifice an hour turned out to be...a waste of 12 hours...sien...That's not what I was looking forward to ¬_¬
Right now...I'm thinking whether I should be deactivating my fb account cause it seems like I'm not gonna use it for quite some time. But if I were to deactivate it, then what about those who wants to add me? Hmm...hmm...should I give a damn? Hmm hmm...tough decision...
P.s: Argh! I hate having long finger nails! Makes it so much harder to type on the keyboard when they are always obstructing my l33t typing skillzzz
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Earth Hour 2010
Earth Hour is approaching tonight from 8.30-9.30 pm. Romantic couples can spend the hour alone admiring the clear sky (if there's no rain) while lazy-ass people like me can stay at home and sleep. Hey, at least I'm an environmentalist who doesn't ignore efforts to save the Earth. Btw, I'm kind of used to the darkness, even my room is always dark. Just that I need to turn off all electronic devices and switches (I can sacrifice an hour of my day doing nothing...because nothing's really happening in my life ha-ha...)
Speaking of Earth Hour, last year's was...a bit awkward...because I had to spend time with my other family members. You see, I don't think I'm that kind who enjoys being around many people (what more in a crowd). And also I'm not that close to them, so Earth Hour was like "Quick! Make time pass faster!!! It's damn weird being with you guys!!". It wasn't really considered Earth Hour because half way through, we drove back home, because I feel that using car lights/resources defeats the purpose of celebrating Earth Hour. Or maybe it's just me?
If possible, I wish to go for a walk at the park tonight, preferable, with anyone who wants to accompany me. Sigh, too bad no one's near my place...so I guess a wish is just a wish that will never come true.
P.s: Screw those birthday wishes and new year resolutions and junk mails, they NEVER come true...I'm never gonna wish for anything next time, but I will pretend to just to make you believe. Happy Earth Hour...
Speaking of Earth Hour, last year's was...a bit awkward...because I had to spend time with my other family members. You see, I don't think I'm that kind who enjoys being around many people (what more in a crowd). And also I'm not that close to them, so Earth Hour was like "Quick! Make time pass faster!!! It's damn weird being with you guys!!". It wasn't really considered Earth Hour because half way through, we drove back home, because I feel that using car lights/resources defeats the purpose of celebrating Earth Hour. Or maybe it's just me?
If possible, I wish to go for a walk at the park tonight, preferable, with anyone who wants to accompany me. Sigh, too bad no one's near my place...so I guess a wish is just a wish that will never come true.
P.s: Screw those birthday wishes and new year resolutions and junk mails, they NEVER come true...I'm never gonna wish for anything next time, but I will pretend to just to make you believe. Happy Earth Hour...
Friday, March 26, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Goodbye Facebook, Hello Blog
Goodbye facebook...hello blog =D Why? Facebook is the best social network site out there and you are out of your mind to deny the existence of Facebook! Well, that's just the reason why I'm quitting it.
HUH?!
The point is, I dont want to be dependant on it to know what my "friends's" status are. Not like I care anyway. It's like every small little thing that happens to any of them will be posted. So far I've been using fb, I was looking everywhere for the "delete friend" or "block friend" button but couldn't find them. Simply "ignoring" them is not cruel enough...I MUST be satisfied with the "block" feature xD
Fb: The website that revolutionized web technologies, is still expanding its features and is competing with Google Buzz. Seriously, I don't care which is better simply because I'm not the type who shares and cares. Blogging is like writing a diary, but only I am able to read back what I'd experienced in life and write about things that offend others (lol). Most of the stuff I blog are emo stuff, so...stop reading now if you're tired of reading more?
And what's up with Glee being the no. 1 musical show?! Damn, just seeing the advertisement makes me wanna change the channel. All those hype and marketing strategy used to make people curious "What is Glee?" really annoys me...shit...
HUH?!
The point is, I dont want to be dependant on it to know what my "friends's" status are. Not like I care anyway. It's like every small little thing that happens to any of them will be posted. So far I've been using fb, I was looking everywhere for the "delete friend" or "block friend" button but couldn't find them. Simply "ignoring" them is not cruel enough...I MUST be satisfied with the "block" feature xD
Fb: The website that revolutionized web technologies, is still expanding its features and is competing with Google Buzz. Seriously, I don't care which is better simply because I'm not the type who shares and cares. Blogging is like writing a diary, but only I am able to read back what I'd experienced in life and write about things that offend others (lol). Most of the stuff I blog are emo stuff, so...stop reading now if you're tired of reading more?
And what's up with Glee being the no. 1 musical show?! Damn, just seeing the advertisement makes me wanna change the channel. All those hype and marketing strategy used to make people curious "What is Glee?" really annoys me...shit...
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
30 Seconds to Mars - Hurricane
No matter how many times you told me you wanted to leave
No matter how many breaths that you took, you still couldn't breathe
No matter how many nights that you lie wide awake to the sound of the poison rain
Where did you go~ Where did you go~ Where did you go...
Heartbeat, a heartbeat, I need a...
Heartbeat, a heartbeat
Tell me would you kill, to save a life
Tell me would you kill, to prove you're right
Crash, crash, burn... let it all burn
This hurricane's chasing us all underground
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget...
No matter how many lives I live, I will never regret...
There is a fire inside and it's starting a riot,
about to explode into flames,
Where is your god~ where is your god~ where is your god...
OooOoOo~ OOooOOOoo~
Do you really want...
Do you really want me...
Do you really want me dead...
Or alive to torture for my sins
No matter how many breaths that you took, you still couldn't breathe
No matter how many nights that you lie wide awake to the sound of the poison rain
Where did you go~ Where did you go~ Where did you go...
Heartbeat, a heartbeat, I need a...
Heartbeat, a heartbeat
Tell me would you kill, to save a life
Tell me would you kill, to prove you're right
Crash, crash, burn... let it all burn
This hurricane's chasing us all underground
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget...
No matter how many lives I live, I will never regret...
There is a fire inside and it's starting a riot,
about to explode into flames,
Where is your god~ where is your god~ where is your god...
OooOoOo~ OOooOOOoo~
Do you really want...
Do you really want me...
Do you really want me dead...
Or alive to torture for my sins
Do you really want...
(heartbeat, a heartbeat)
(heartbeat, a heartbeat)
Do you really want me...
(I need a...heartbeat a heartbeat)
Do you really want me dead...
(You know I gotta leave, I cant stay)
Or alive to live a lie
(I know I gotta go, I cant stay)
Tell me would you kill, to save a life
Tell me would you kill, to prove you're right
Crash, crash, burn... let it all burn
This hurricane's chasing us all underground
You say you're wrong, you're wrong, I'm right, I'm right, you're wrong, we fight
Ok, I'm running from the light, running from the day to night oh,
The quiet silence defines the misery,
The riot inside keeps trying to visit me,
No matter how we try, it's too much history,
Too many bad notes playing in our symphony
So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go
Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow...
And then you call upon god...oh you call upon god
Tell me would you kill, to save a life
Tell me would you kill, to prove you're right
Crash, crash, burn... let it all burn
This hurricane's chasing us all underground
OOoohhhh oohhh ohhhh!! x4
(this hurricane)
Do you really want...
OOoohhhh oohhh ohhhh!!
Do you really want me...
Do you really want me dead...
OOoohhhh oohhh ohhhh!!
Or alive to torture for my sins
Do you really want...
OOoohhhh oohhh ohhhh!!
Do you really want me...
Do you really want me dead...
OOoohhhh oohhh ohhhh!!
Or alive to live a lie
Running away from the night... running away from the light
(Running away to save your life)
(I need a...heartbeat a heartbeat)
Do you really want me dead...
(You know I gotta leave, I cant stay)
Or alive to live a lie
(I know I gotta go, I cant stay)
Tell me would you kill, to save a life
Tell me would you kill, to prove you're right
Crash, crash, burn... let it all burn
This hurricane's chasing us all underground
You say you're wrong, you're wrong, I'm right, I'm right, you're wrong, we fight
Ok, I'm running from the light, running from the day to night oh,
The quiet silence defines the misery,
The riot inside keeps trying to visit me,
No matter how we try, it's too much history,
Too many bad notes playing in our symphony
So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go
Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow...
And then you call upon god...oh you call upon god
Tell me would you kill, to save a life
Tell me would you kill, to prove you're right
Crash, crash, burn... let it all burn
This hurricane's chasing us all underground
OOoohhhh oohhh ohhhh!! x4
(this hurricane)
Do you really want...
OOoohhhh oohhh ohhhh!!
Do you really want me...
Do you really want me dead...
OOoohhhh oohhh ohhhh!!
Or alive to torture for my sins
Do you really want...
OOoohhhh oohhh ohhhh!!
Do you really want me...
Do you really want me dead...
OOoohhhh oohhh ohhhh!!
Or alive to live a lie
Running away from the night... running away from the light
(Running away to save your life)
Sunday, March 07, 2010
Grandma's Baptism
It's very rare to see people get baptized at around their 80's. Yesterday we witnessed her baptism at the (nursing) homes near Taman Sentosa, off Old Klang Road. The reverend followed us to the homes, and set up a small circle in my grand parents' room and guess what? My nightmare began...he said we should start by SINGING A HYMN of prayer! Oh nooeesssss!!! Ok la, show face a bit....I sing...
After singing, we prayed somemore, bla bla bla, and finally came the moment where he "splashed" water on her forehead. It makes me feel relieved to know that she finally has someone to believe in. I mean, with the guy above watching over her (or at least that's what she might think), she can relax more in a psychological way that is. He also said that when going through to the afterlife, she need not worry anymore for He shall be her guide in Heaven. Guess all I can say is that I felt happy for her.
I also overheard her saying to the reverend that she experienced nightmares that are "mm 3 mm 4" (direct translation: nonsense). When he heard this, he was like "hmm, ok...why not next time when you face these problems, you can try calling out His name and ask him to help you out?"
"Jesus, save me~" he repeated this many times so that she could pronounce it right.
And I was trying my best not to laugh...(yea, yea i know...I'm a non-believer...)
After singing, we prayed somemore, bla bla bla, and finally came the moment where he "splashed" water on her forehead. It makes me feel relieved to know that she finally has someone to believe in. I mean, with the guy above watching over her (or at least that's what she might think), she can relax more in a psychological way that is. He also said that when going through to the afterlife, she need not worry anymore for He shall be her guide in Heaven. Guess all I can say is that I felt happy for her.
I also overheard her saying to the reverend that she experienced nightmares that are "mm 3 mm 4" (direct translation: nonsense). When he heard this, he was like "hmm, ok...why not next time when you face these problems, you can try calling out His name and ask him to help you out?"
"Jesus, save me~" he repeated this many times so that she could pronounce it right.
And I was trying my best not to laugh...(yea, yea i know...I'm a non-believer...)
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